सुम्मेर Update

So.. I've been cruising along enjoying my summer and staying positive. I must say if you asked me a few months ago if I would have felt like this I would have said no. One of my best assets in life is my virtue of patience. I'm the most patient person I know. I will wait and wait and wait until the right situation or person comes along. I can honestly say that the majority of the things I was waiting for to happen this summer have. I've taken over a new leaf.

The full moon last week really put things into perspective. As I was outside wishing I had a few more hours of day light. I remembered that it was going to be a full moon and it only comes by once in a blue moon. I took the time to look up at the sky and didn't miss it. As I've been struggling with all of my responsibilities and the limited time that you have in a day to get a million things done my hard work is starting to pay off. Don't get me wrong.. I have my moments where I go into Ms. Negativo mode but I feel guilty the whole time I'm doing it cause i know I should be grateful to even just be alive.

I'm taking time to really enjoy and embrace all the moments in life. I truly enjoy the smallest things in life and try to let go of all the things that bothered me that were minor. We all want so much out of life but is it realistic enough when we such a small piece of this earth. Good things will happen to you if you wait and have faith. You definitely have to go for what you want and trust me I'm not saying it's easy. I have my struggles but in the end I know that things will be okay.

One of the major life lessons I've learned from the passing of my sister is that you should never take anything for granted and any moment that you may have with someone is pricless. Those of you that know me might call me clingy but that's not it. I just want to experience every enjoyable moment and person for as long as I can. I thought I had detachments issues before but I have them even more now and I'm okay with that. I just know what I want and love. I try to hold onto those moments forever because you never know how long they will last.

So with all this to say.. Summer is not over and is still my favorite time of year. You all should really enjoy and get out there and get some sun.

I have an important date tomorrow and hope that you all send me some positive vibes.

love ya... (all two of you that read this blog...lol)

Sasha