Love is Universal...

Words are universal..... There are only a few things that are universal to all. Love is definitely one of them. It's understood in every language and culture. I truly know the meaning of what it means to be loved. This past weekend my little sister was murdered by her ex-boyfriend.  He did something that my family and I will never understand. It's still so unreal to me. She hasn't been here for 11 days and that was also the last day that we communicated. I'm not sure why or how even did what he did. The pain that are going through is beyond words.  I guess maybe words aren't universal.  Not everyone will be able to read this or everyone will be able to understand what I'm saying. But I truly believe in my heart that everyone understands love.  

I'm hurting in so many ways but I'm going to take a cue from my little sister and try writing how I feel.  My sister wrote everything done. She wrote so much I don't even know how she did it. She must have spent hours writing things down daily.  But this is one thing that the both of us could relate to. I could write for hours as well but not sure if my words would be as beautiful as what she wrote.  I am in so much pain but keep praying that this pain will fade and that my love that I have in me will take over and allow me to heal. 

I've lost many people in my life but no one not even the loss of my biological father hearts as much as this.  I thank you all for your love and strength and know that it will get me through.

I love you Tiana Notice.

love,

SS